Losing a best friend is the most typical thing in the world, because you always need a shoulder to cry when you are upset on something. But what you are going to do! When that shoulder wasn't there for you when you need that.
Without that you feel so empty like you lost something which is very important for you in your life. Sometime it's happened that your friend is got angry with you without any reason. And don't want to talk with you. That is the time which tests your friendship, how sincere you are with your friend.
Can you just let-go to your friend?
How can you just leave your friend at his/her own choice? Because may be he/she is wrong on that time, and thing that you just back stab him/her. But you have to realize him/her that you aren't a back biter; you are his/her well-wisher.
I can understand that for the first time it's too much difficult for you to take a decision what to do? And what not to do?
Losing a friend is a time of sadness and mourning. We don't know where the friend has gone, but he is no longer here to be your friend. The things that you shared and have done together may be forever in your memories, but that friend may be lost forever. How can you go on without your partner in crime. Life may seem as if it will never be the same, and the truth is it won't. Take the time to mourn this friendship, but also know that there are other friendships waiting to be formed.
There is this wound it hurts so bad
it always appears when I am sad
No matter what I do it won't go away
its in my heart where it will always stay
It appeared the day you left this world
and I was no longer your little girl
forced to grow up with you not there
to make things easy that I couldn't bear
I search for you every day
if I'm sick, sad, or just have something to say.
I'm jealous of some girls,
girls who still have their mothers
I tell them to appreciate what they have,
because after they are gone,
there simply is no others.
I have this pain that won't go away,
it makes me mad that you couldn't stay
No matter many years go by
there's still one time of day that I do cry,
I miss you dearly and this is true,
my wound will not heal until I'm with you